morale is low
+ I have a job
+ I do not have to pay rent
- this “not getting paid” situation still came at a really bad time
+ my parents can help me get through at least this week/weekend
- I feel very guilty for receiving said help, they have their own bills to pay, like my mom’s hospital bill and the mortgage. This should not have happened and it isn’t their responsibility.
+ This fuck up was entirely the fault of bullshit New School bureaucracy, and therefore I shouldn’t feel responsible for it. I did everything I was supposed to.
- I did everything I was supposed to. And yet here I am in an awful situation.
+ My band has a show in Philly on Saturday
- I was going to pay back my partner for the $25 bus tickets tomorrow. I can still do that, but it won’t be with my own money which feels bad, man
- I had to spend $50 from my tuition account (the payment is taken out next week, and it is now $40 short) to buy to a bag to transport my cymbals to the gig. I was going to pay this back tomorrow.
- I want to redo my childhood and learn guitar or any instrument that is not a drum set.
- I am whining. I’m sorry.
+ I had therapy today. My affiliation with the educational institution that fucked up and won’t pay me affords me that privilege.
- I can’t get Promise Ring tickets, they’re going to sell out very fast.
+ I don’t need to eat Promise Ring tickets to survive, so I will live.
- I probably wouldn’t have bought new underwear last night if I knew this was going to happen. But I needed some underwear.
- Yo that Jawbreaker reunion hoax was fucking mean, you pieces of shit.
- I am sick. I have a sore throat, body aches, runny nose, etc.
+ I have nyquil…somewhere
- There is actually something really wrong with my stomach/intestines/colon and I don’t know how to deal with it because last time I tried to go to specialists I couldn’t afford the co-pay and stopped going/ordering tests
+ I can sleep in tomorrow.
+ I’m writing this on my macbook and I just ate dinner. Feel free to tell me to shut the fuck up.
- These are my problems, let me show you them.
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joshpm said:
Of course you hit up Philly now that I’m in San Fran! haha but have a hell of a time down there it’s an awesome community.
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hemaletrouble said:
I know that feel bro. Socialized medicine really needs to happen now.
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ouafouaf said:
I hella feel you on the Jawbreaker hoax wahh -______-
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pugswithdrugs said:
have you tried metamucil? i have similar problems that never got resolved with tests and drinking that everyday actually helped to some extent.
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ineffableshe said:
feel better k! i’m really sorry this happened, that sounds so frustrating! also, never feel bad about new underwear!
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fromthemitten said:
my roommate had to threaten to sue them in order to get paid AND SHE WAS ADJUNCT FACULTY
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